The word “church” makes my skin crawl and I want to squeal in terror when I hear it! You can imagine that picture right? Ever since I gave my heart to the Lord in the late ’80’s. I have been progressively growing in my relationship with Him. There is no doubt I love him and he unconditionally loves me. His passion and his heart for humanity are unrelenting.Yet, sadly the church as I have known it and in my own experience has failed me and maybe you too.
Unfortunately even in well meaning churches there are symptoms of spiritual abuse. But God in his patient and persevering nature led me to meet Pastor’s Arthur and Debra Lee, then Pastor’s of Freedom Tabernacle.August 20, 2017
I started writing this post yesterday but when I was adding a link I clicked “cancel” and everything just went away, not to be recaptured again. Unless, it was written again. The irony of it all is that sometimes God has to rewrite our story for us. He is the author and finisher of our faith. Right now this truth doesn’t sit all that well with me. It seems He has authored a season of relational disconnect for me. My perspective only, but dare I say perspective is everything. How one sees a particular situation can color it completely different than it truly is.
I cried all day yesterday, cancelled my church membership, and yelled at my cats for pooping outside the litter box. They sense my anger, fear, anxiety and stress. My fur babies are forgiving so all will be well again, but am I so forgiving with myself? You see, on May 25, 2014 my world as I knew it would be catapulted into a “new normal.”August 7, 2017
Qi-Gong (Beginner’s Intro) Beginning Qi Gong exercises. This set has an extra Pulling Down the Heavens since I was trying to do it from memory. I also shortened the amount of repetitions since I had practiced several times before. It was done outside so the heat began to get to me and the individual filming. Need lots of practice since both me and my friend are beginners.July 24, 2017
One of my goals has been to do a handstand again. Been practicing in pool with no gravity but finally strong enough to do them on land with the help of a wall. First one didn’t go so well. Gradually got better in the last two. Great for body awareness, flexibility and strength conditioning.
It took me almost six months of consistent work in the pool before I had enough arm strength to hold myself up on land without injury. Now I working on my next goal which is a full split and backbend. What are your goals? Keep practicing, you will eventually get there!
Oh and yes, I make noises!June 15, 2017
It has been quite a ride for the last couple of weeks as I have had the opportunity to work with several individuals completely new to Reiki and Energy Medicine. I applaud their willingness and trust in me as a practitioner to help them through things that they have been struggling with. It has been a learning experience for me as well, as I have often heard the comment “You knew things that you didn’t have any previous knowledge of”.
The repeated comments from different individuals tells me that this living energy is so personal, very personal that it’s heart is to go directly to the source of pain, whether physical, emotional or spiritual and gently touch it. In this sacred, private space where permission is given for the client to respond how it is best for them, this living energy,March 5, 2017